Sunday, February 19, 2012
Terlalu Mencintaimu

Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Monday, February 7, 2011
this i love..=)
And now I don’t know why
She wouldn’t say goodbye
But then it seems that I
Had seen it in her eyes
And it might not be wise
I’d still have to try
With all the love I have inside
I can’t deny
I just can’t let it die
Cause her heart’s just like mine
And she holds her pain inside
So if you ask me why
She wouldn’t say goodbye
I know somewhere inside
There is a special light
Still shining bright
And even on the darkest night
She can’t deny
So if she’s somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There’s no one else could ever make me feel
I’m so alive
I hoped she’d never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I’ve searched the universe and found myself
Within’ her eyes
No matter how I try
They say it’s all a lie
So what’s the use of my
Confessions to a crime
Of passions that won’t die
In my heaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaart
So if she’s somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There’s no one else could ever make me feel
I’m so alive
I hoped she’d never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I’ve searched the universe and found myself
Within’ her eyes
So if she’s somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There’s no one else could ever make me feel
I’m so alive
I hoped she’d never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I’ve searched the universe and found myself
Within’ her eyes
And now I don’t know why
She wouldn’t say goodbye
It just might be that I
Had seen it in her eyes
And now it seems that I
Gave up my ghost of pride
Thursday, December 9, 2010
miss you..T_T
Friday, October 8, 2010
saya rasa tertipuuuuu....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
khamis....
okay...ari ni aku bangun agak awal...ade kelas pukul 11 pagi...aku n ain kuar awal sikit sebab kteorang nak gi bank islam...nak draw duit untuk bayar duit umah...after kuarkan duit, kami berdue pun pegi la ke pejabat kewangan untuk settlekan pembayaran umah ni...alhamdulillah...settle jugak...dapatla aku wat registration Sabtu ni...(^_^)
petang tu, sementara tunggu makanan kat kafe, aku n bella borak2 la...tibe2 terkeluar pasal yuran umah ni...bile aku kire2 balek,aku terperasan sesuatu...aku start sem pada 5 Julai 2010 n abes sem pada 3November 2010...so, the duration just 4 month...bayaran umah sebulan adalah sebanyak RM200 (it is too much for me...T_T)...tapi kenape kene bayar RM 900..??? sepatutnye 4 x RM200 = RM800 je la...kenapa kene bayar extra RM100...???? ini dah kire satu penipuan...T_T..
Friday, September 24, 2010
baru seminggu balek dari cuti...but i miss home already...=(
i also miss abg...
there's a lot of things yg jadi n i need him to be by my side...
but, i know bende tu x kan jadi...
J.A.U.H...
yeahh...that's the reason...
walaupun hanya perak n muadzam but it still JAUH, don't it..??
hurmmm...again, i need to S.A.B.A.R...
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Saturday, August 7, 2010
kasih sayang vs. duit...which one more important??????
haha...awat nye adik aku jadi emo pun aku xtau...tpi yg pasti kami completely berbeze...aku xkesah pun psal 2...(sebab aku bukan mate duitan)...aku ingat lagi, mak aku pernah kate, "wa ingat la...wang ringgit boley di cari, tapi kasih sayang tu tiada galang ganti nye".yupp...you're right mom...i totally agree with u...haha
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| money or love???? |
memang la...org kate money can buy everything termasuk la kaseh sayang....tapi kaseh sayang yg berlandaskan wang dan material tu x akan berkekalan coz one day, bile kite dah jatuh miskin, papa kedane, kaseh sayang pun akan fade away and away...haha....
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| dunia sekarang...=) |
bagi aku, dalam perhubungan (sama ada percintaan dan persahabatan), yg pling penting adelah give and take...saling bantu membantu dan melengkapi...ni tak...bile senang bukan maen manis die punye ayat, mane ade kite situlah ade die...tapi, bile susah...bukan takat kate2 manis je ilang...ngan batang idung sume ilang jgak...aduhai dunia...!!!
lagi satu, orang zaman skrg nih...kaye ngan harte mak bapak je...watpe..??? kalo aku, aku nk org yg kaye ngan hasil usaha nya sendiri...biar la susah sekarang, tpi senang di kemudian hari...baru ade masam manis kehidupan...=)...
tapi, ni sume cume pandangan peribadi aku...sume 2 kan terpulang pade individu la kan...laen org laen pandangan nye...(^_^)...kalo xsetuju suke ati la...aku x amek port ckit pun...haha
p/s: wan nur ilani awak jangan marah tau...ni cume pendapat kite je...haha...kalo xpuas ati naseb la...wekkk =P
Thursday, July 8, 2010
memory lost... T_T
hari ini merupakan hari ketiga aku bergelar degree student ( cehh...skema punye ayat..haha )...tapi bukan 2 yg aku nak cite...aku nak cite yg aku mengalami memory lost...huhu...
macam bese ari ni aku mkan kat kafe ngan bella, izzah n ain...sebelum makan aku dah beli la siap2 lauk utk mkan mlam...ptg tu dlam kol 6 lbey aku pun cari la lauk aku sbab nanti nak mkan...cari punye cari xjumpe...sobb...sobb T_T...
aku xingat mane aku letak lauk 2...aku xingat pape pun psal bende 2...yg aku igt aku beli je...yg len aku xigt ape2...tpi aku tau aku bli n konfem sgt2...so, terpakse la aku mengeluarkan duit utk beli mknan lain...aishhh...
dah 2 kali bnde ni jadi...sbelum ni aku beli lauk jgak...wak2 ngah beli mkanan lain aku cari mkanan yg aku bli sebelum 2...aku cube igt mne aku pegi tapi xdpat...yg aku tau aku dah bli n byar...pas2 aku blurrr...xtau pape dh..huhu..ape dh jadi ni weyhhh...????
Sunday, June 13, 2010
apArMent AdeKku
ari ni merupakan ari kedua cuti aku....sekarang ni aku ade kat umah aisya kat s.alam...aisya xdapat nak balek umah coz ari sabtu petang die ade kelas...jadi, aku n alang pun gi la umah die...apartment die apartment perdana...betul2 sebelah GIANT s.alam...org2 s.alam mesti tau nye...ooo...baru aku tau...die duk apartment luar kolej...dari luar nmpak x semegah je...tapi bile masuk..NOT BAD...!!! ade 3 bilik...pas2 die ade TV, washing machine, peti ais(yg besar ye...bkn cm yg bley bwak kat ilmiah 2)...pas2 perabot dapur sume ade...lagi satu...apartment die ade swimming pool...huhu...ade gak rase jeles cikit...haha
duk kat cni TIADA CURFEW okay...bebas sgt...apartment die mmg di arrange kan oleh kolej...tapi xsume kat cni dak2 kolej...ade gak family, dak2 bujang...so, kepada yg sukekan privacy memang x berapa sesuai duk cni coz org bebas kuar msuk..laki pompuan xkire...kene pandai jage diri...tapi, sape2 yg sukekan independent mmg sesuai sgt la...haha...kalo aku, aku suke bende2 yg ade dalam umah die tapi nak environment cam kat muadzam 2...haha
ari ni, aku pun nak balek umah dah...pape pun for me my bilik kat umah sndiri still the best....haha...
Thursday, June 10, 2010
operasi...(^_^)
ari ni operasi angkut mengangkut brg di jln kn...second trip actually coz smalam dh msuk kn half...skrg ni tggal nk tggu stor bkak je...pas2 bley msuk kan dlam stor...aiyooo...bnyak penat la...huhu...td baru kul 3 ptg tpi dh rmai yg Q brg dorg dpan stor...pdhal stor bkak kol 8.30 mlam...i repeat...8.30 MALAM...ye la...sume org kalo bley nk settle kan cepat2 proses pemindahan brg2 ni so bley study tok last paper esok..
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
LaPAn JuN 2000 sEpuLuh
haha...ari ni baru abes exam MACROECONOMIC...wah...wah...wah...it is very3 easy (~perli~)...huhu...aku xtau la...target A tapi cam susah la...but i still hope that i can get A...(^_^)...
ape yg aku boley kate yelah soalan tadi mmg btol2 mencabar credibility aku untuk mnjawabnye...haha...so confusing...due tige kali aku tukar2 jwapan...dah nseb aku kot...my last answer 2 btol...alhamdulillah...syukur sangat...td waktu dalam exam hall aku mcam dah ilang hope tok score A tapi sekarang keyakinan dah ade ckit...macro my dear, plizzzz....help me to get A ya sayang..tak dapat A, A- pn jadi la...huhu...
xpe la...yang penting aku juz tggal 3 paper lgi...tomorrow.paper finance...hope x confusing cam tadi la...kalo x bley mereng otak aku...aiyooo....(0_0)
watever la...yg pnting aku x sabar nak balek ni...and kalo xde pape halangan ujung bulan ni nak gi melaka ngan nisa, saf, biela, hanan, n sara...aina xpe...umah die mmg kat melaka dah...melaka...wait for me k...(^_^)...hope xde aral yg melintang...kalo x frust la aku...bile lgi nak gi...huhu T_T
Monday, June 7, 2010
exam + stupid things yg aku wat
this week is my exam week...hepi betul aku rase coz pasni aku boleh bercuti for 3 weeks...walaupun xlame mane but it's ok...at least dapat gak relax..(padahal hari2 relax je..haha)...dan yang paling best ari ni subjek yang wat aku paling critical dah abis...gud bye CRITICAL THINKING AND LOGIC SKILLS...i hope we never meet again...will miz u babe...and for the other subjects...welcome dear...i'm waiting for u...(^_^)
okay..forget bout exam...that's not what i want to write for this post...=)
emm in your life penah tak korang wat something stupid yang akhirnye wat korang menyesal..???i guess mesti ade kan...maklum la...kite sebagai manusia memang xlari drpd wat kesilapan...dan aku baru mengalaminya...aku telah menyakitkan ati the one that i really luv...hmmm...aku xberniat walau cikit pun untuk menyakitkan ati nya...aku terlalu syg kn dia...masa kan aku sggup wat cm2...huhu...tapi, sikap aku yg trlalu cmburu membuatkn aku jdi cm2...aku tduh die dgn brmcam2 tduhan...dan kami berdue telah pn commited two wrongs make a right fallacy...haha...ye la...die tduh aku n aku pn tduh die balek...huhu...due ari gak la aku gduh dan aku sedey sgt2...aku wat salah pas2 aku sendiri yg sdey...x ke stupid name nye...(^_^)...dear i'm so sorry for everything...=(
pape pn aku bersyukur sgt skrg ni aku dah baek balek ngn die...i don't know how to live without u dear...2 ari pn dh ckup tersiksa (cehh...ayat xbley blahh..haha..tapi 2 la hakikatnye..)...harap sgt bnde cmni x jadi lagi...i can't stand for it anymore...huhuhu T_T
okay la...i need to study...tomorrow ade exam lagi..4 more paper to go...AJA AJA FIGHTING...!!!!
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
lucky =)
you come to me as in a dream...
when i sadly fall asleep...
lucky in my dream...
you warmly hold me tight...
when i want to cry...lucky in my love...
you look so cool in my imagination...
when i feel depressed... lucky in my world...
you always hold me tight as in a dream...
everything is beautiful with you...i am so happy...
i will always smile and never shows my tears...(^_^)
Friday, April 30, 2010
cinta pertama...=)
yeahhh...inilah lagu nye...suke..suke...suke...(^_^)..
Saturday, April 17, 2010
hampir ke situ...
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
tenet ooo tenet
Friday, April 9, 2010
oh no...!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tahap : xtau lagi...masih belum buat...hihi
due date : end of may...20 something if i'm not mistaken
oh tidakkkkkkkk...!!!!!!!!! so many things to do...huhu...
a shoulder to cry on
life is full of lots of up and downs...and the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground..and there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take you down...
dear...hidup ini pnuh dgn dugaan dan rntangan nye...so...ap pn yg jd...dun u ever dare 2 give up...ade problm pape juz tell me...i'll always be by ur side n hear everything dat u wanna tell me...like the lyric above..i'll always be ur shoulder to cry on n ur frenz 2 rely on...(^_^)
i luv u sooo much...=)
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
tibe-tibe.....
aku xtau kenape...tibe2 bile aku tgok gmbar2 junior kat mktab teringat pulak waktu aku kat situ dulu...n now aku sedar, my life n my happiness ade di sane...aku ade kwan2 yg baek n memahami...ade someone yang aku really2 love...n aku rase yg aku dpat semua yang aku nak...
tapi sekarang sumenye dah x seperti dulu...aku tau aku tetap ade dorg sume tapi not like my old days...wlpun aku jrang contact kwan2 aku...tapi hakikat nye dorang xpenah aku lupe...kat sini, aku xmcam dlu lgi...xbanyak bende bley wat aku hepi...=(...that's why aku kerap blek k.l...jmpe parents n adek2...
aku jgak msih di kire bertuah sbab still ade someone yg slalu cube menghepikan n membahagiakan aku wlaupun aku slalu skitkan ati die...aku xsengaja nak wat sume 2...kerana terlalu sayangkan die aku bersifat terlalu cemburu...aku xnak mcam 2 but i can't...huhu...dear, thanx n sori for everything...
aku pun xtau nk ckap ape lgi...mungkin aku still perlukan mase utk adapt ngan keadaan kat sini atau xkan dpat adapt n trus cmni till the end....buat mase sekarang target aku cume la untuk score dalam setiap exam...2 je...huhu





















